Crucify

Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
Just like God needs one more victim
Why do we crucify ourselves
Everyday, I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Everyday, I crucify myself
My heart is sick of being
I said my heart is sick of being in
Chains
Chains
Got a kick for a dog beggin' for love
I gotta have my suffering so that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
he says “Will you ever learn?”
You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start my own religion
Why do we crucify ourselves
Everyday, I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Everyday, I crucify myself
My heart is sick of being
I said my heart is sick of being in chains
Chains
Please release me
Save me
I cry
Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
Where are those angels when you need them
Why do we crucify ourselves
Everyday, I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Everyday, I crucify myself
My heart is sick of being
I said my heart is sick of being in
Chains
Chains